Once again, everything went all bad and ): between us. Sighs.
What do you do when you feel really rotten inside you. Can you teach me.


I'm just a kid to you. You nvr know how much it hurts.

你幸福吗？
Are you happy?

Today's really not the best day i've ever had. Ohwell, thank you jianan, siyuan,yisen and aslam. (:
Which brand of bikes are the funniest?
Yamahahahahahaha! :D

Good day ahead doodlers!

"Hello there, this is my boyf."

That bloody bastard. Shit him, ): You are the one showing me all your nonsense. Ha ha ha, realised it yet? Bet you havent, cos you're so busy with your stuff. Why not just forgot i exist as well? I alr so good tempered nowadays, WHAT YOU WANT LA. Fuck you. Nvrmind, I go listen to my music alr. Shit you, bang bang bang!
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Class today was okay. (: Pohusn "erected" during chem spa again. Bryan and lionel keep staring la. Sickos! Hahaha, and and beloved huiting bought me ferrero roches. So sweet of her. (: Plus, you know what, the expiry date is ON MY BIRTHDAY! Hahahaha damm cool. :D

"I should be contented with what i have now." Tell yourself this, and your day will be so much better. Trust me, :D

It's the third time i'm posting today. I feel like an idiot, oh well. (:

Just came back from the outside world. Had fun today at clarke quay with my all time boyf, my sister (: Ate kyomomoyama, really nicer atmosphere over there. Then tracked to kinokuniya, Loads of cute little japanese kids there. Really young ones around four to five years old. Wanted to take a photo with this little boy but didnt becos somehow the dad looks kindof fierce. Ltr went to asabo sabu (cant really rmb what's the name) to have deserts. :D But i'm suppose to be on a diet, ohmygd i broke my promise to shihui. Hahahahaha.

Ohya, before i forget sth i've got to mention. There's this group of pple just now at kino, ohmygd they dressed up like those cosplay characters and walked around in the shop. Like hello? Are you out of your mind? It's Singapore you're in, not Japan. Pple will think you're somesort of nutcase here. Oh please.

Okay enough of the oh-so-boring-ziyu's-everyday-life-post. (:
Goodnight lovely birdlings.

Haha! expecting sth? No emo stuff for you to peep at this time round. :D You got "pawn with a T"!

Now and then, The loveaholics. :D

Okay hello guys. It's going to be a busy weeeeeeeeeekend with all the maths hmw and chem test in monday. D: Ohmygd pray that i wont fail again. I wished i was always that busy, then i wont have the time to think about it.

Viewed a number of blogshop these few days, well actually three only. Hahaha but their dresses are really pretty. But bang! I dont have the money to buy them. This is so irritating, no money = no dress no bag no food. ): Nvmind, I'm on a diet anw. ohmygd feel so bloody fat nowadays la so i rannnnnnn ystd :D And bloody 2.4km is on monday, i'm gonna run my ass off i tell you. :D

You tore it apart, you're the one. Sorry doesnt help.

Slient desperation

Olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel! Half a year left to the losers exam. We should all study and be nerdiefied!

I'm watching the bourne supremacy now. Sooooooooooo exciting, soooooooooo cool! Haha, meettheparents was okay. Bloody shit, the dress i wanted was sold. Irritatingshitpeepoolimejuiceparrot. Nvm, not buying that dress makes me save my money. :D

I wanna eat andersen's mango icecream nowwwwwwww. Shitter D: and i have nth to blog. Grrr, i want a bigger bed! so it can sleep another person! :O Haha, just joking laaaaaaaa what you all thinking! (:

俊翔says:
i sing you a song
俊翔 says:
i am a cow, moo moo
俊翔 says:
i'm so cute
俊翔 says:
im cuter than you
俊翔 says:
im so much cuter than you when im on a barbeque grill!
俊翔 says:
hahaha

Haha, cute right! :D Ooooookay, tomo is hao xing qi wu! Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
Bloody hell, my ulcer hurts like a stone! D:

Short post for today,
goodnight everyone.

We're losing it, i'm afraid that we'll nvr be able to make it after all.

I need to sleeeeeeep, before my dark eye rings get darker and my eye bags starts to show making me looks like a monster. D:

Slept from 4am to 8am today. And i had tuition in a what-on-earth-is-happening state. D: after tuition i did my homework! Haha although i didnt finish them when i have plenty of time left but yes i did most of them okay! Bloody proud of myself. First step to a nerd (even though it's a small tiny step) :D

I'm thinking of switching to livejournal. I'm sick of blogger all of a sudden, but i know nuts about livejournal. This sucks. Anyone nice enough to help me out?

I realised that i've been missing out on alot of things, friends family life. I've been living in my own world and stuff. It has been more than a year and i'm still not close to my class. My friends? The gap's getting wider and wider. Is it just me or what? It has been a long time since i rant about stuff. Everyone is either too caught up with their stuff or cant be bother about anything. Maybe i should just keep things to myself, just like it used to be two years back.

It's the last day of the holidays! Time to study my ass out.
"Bob the builder, can we fix it
Bob the builder, YES WE CAN!"

You havent realised that i stop saying them, have you?

"I want to be the sky, so i can watch over you."

HAHAHA I AM HAPPY!

i think i freakin hell bought the LAST KOIZORA PHOTOBOOK in singapore la. Because i called all the kinokuniya outlets to check for the stock, they are not bringing in anymore stock AND luckily there was one left at the clarke quay outlet, soooooooooo i reserved it. I'm such a bitch. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, so i went for the retarded council agm today. Total waste of time can. Whatever, then jianan was very nice to walk me to the train station. Trained to clarke quay and when i tapped out, i walked towards some unknown exit ( because i was kinda lost what). I reached this exit called the 99 steps exit la, and i suddenly rmb my sister say she and her friend nearly met a flasher there. It was natural reaction that i'll hesitate, suay suay some malay uncle was loitering there. Haha, so obviously my mind started to think that he might some flasher or sth. Next thing i know, he started to approach me. I was thinking, "Kaoxzx die alr." plus the train station was freakin hell empty. Hahahahaha, turned out he was asking me where he was. :D But quite stupid right, when you come down to the train station there will be the station name outside what. Hahaha whatever. :D

It took me so so so so long to reach the stupid liang court la. Some auntie gave me wrong directions, hai wo walk one big big round. ): When i reached the liang court it was so terrifying la. cause they renovating the whole mall, it was like it's gonna collaspe la. Scary can! Yup yup, so went to collect my beloved photobook and the novel. Stayed there for about an hour or so and i'm off to suntec to get the poster. :D Went suntec, bloody hell. NO STOCK. Tsk, so i went to the other outlet at esplanade. And yaye! i got my poster :D I love the atmosphere at esplanade, nice and calm. There was also this two person singing unplugged at the mini hall there. Their voice was amazing.

So, conclusion! I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY. :D although my wallet bled like it was having meses. D: Okay, it's disgusting. Hahahahaha.

And, shihui and yuting are such bitches lor! They didnt cry when watching the moovee. Stupid yuting still say my boyf not shuai! BANG HER BANG HER! :D

Haaha, okay i'm off to complete my hmw with the company of beloved Kat-tun! FYI, kat-tun is a japanese group. LOVES! Show you guy someday.

Till then, goodnight.

KOIZORA IS LOVE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I wanna watch it the second time. Miura haruma is handsome like hell please! But but but, he looks better with the bleached hair in the movie. But overall he's still goodlooking can! I love the two main characters in the show. :D I want a boyf like hiro! Okay, i should stop dreaming. :D

I should study.

Not much time left for me, six to seven months? Gosh it's so fuckin' near alr and yet i'm still wasting my youth out there. D: Oh man, this sucks. I should study, i should become a big time nerd and stop thinking how pple think of view me, i should put those mind-bugging stuff aside.

YES! I will. But before that, let's enjoy the holidays little earthlings. And i'm going for sushi ltr! (arent i suppose to be on a diet or some sort? Haha!) My bloody neighbours are crying again, okay or should i say have kid's attitude. You know those sort of things when they scream and shout until someone comes along to give them what they want. Bloody slut leh, cry everysingle morning. Shut up dey?

It's your choice, your life. What's your next step my dear?

Thanks man, you guys are the greatest.
Bitches.

Nvm about that, i must learn to control my temper like what i promised! :D Yes yes, i wanna watch Sky of love and Horton! Who wanna watch with me me me me! :DDDDDDDD

Went to school today, saw lucas on the train! Haha, first time in two years okay. Then, had physics and chemistry ssp. And i passed my physic paper! Hohohoho! I seriously think chem ssp was retarded, he didnt even teach much la. Waste my time. Zz. Ohwell, that's all for today.

"The more we sweat in training, the less we bleed in war." U.S. Navy.

Happy birthday dearest wenxun!

HELLO! :D
Went to sentosa ystd. Haha, it was loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Although i rained around 2pm, but it stopped after awhile. We are bloody hell lucky. The first aid guy there was super nice and caring. It's just a splinter stuck to my toe and he's treating it like my leg broke or sth. No wonder he's from first aid. Suits him! Haha.
And please, dont touch me. I'm sun burnt. Refrain from touching me, shihui or wanni. Haha!

Haha, pictures please!

Picture of the dey! Loves!

Hello,
Happy Belated Birthday Valerie Dearest. (:

School's a bitch. Test test and test. I really need to get used to it; coming home late in the evening, studying till it's bedtime. It has been three full weeks since i last went out. ): Well lucky i have an clique outing to sentosaaaaaaaaaaa next week. That's sth really nice to look forward to. Loves. :D

Yes, another year older for Valerie. In a blink of an eye, it's the end of term one. Two months nearer to Olevels. This sucks. Everything seems so far and long, but it's not. Nothing stays like the way they do. And, WENKAI! Cheer up.

That's all for now. Till then, goodbye.

I am back from the sec four camp! :D
Well except for the butt aches caused by siting on the floor for like eleven hours a day (hey our class and the 4E1 were the only classes without chairs can!), it wasnt as bad as i thought uh. And like what they say, you'll cry in the camp. I CRIED! Oh man, not a very common sight to see me cry okay! :D Thank you Amin, Woei Tang and Hui Min! You guys are not bad, talkative asses!

Perhaps i need anger managment. Yes i think so. My temper is getting from bad to worse. D: I can get really irritated by the slightest things and when my periods comes, i'll turn nuts (according to shihui uh). This is bad, real bad. Maybe you guys should splash a bucket of water on me or sth when i get mad. Grr, someone teach me how. D:

Thank you Beloved Wenxun, Taoyee, Wenkai and Jianan for the roses! :D

LOVES

Today had the Adam Khoo camp /workshop. My pigu dam pain uh. sit for about a total o 11 hours la! Somemore only our batch no chairs la! Lousy school! The trainers were really funny and nice! :D Fun and loving pple! Hahaha.

And oh ya, when i went home just now, this group of guys came to ask for my number. Shock tio. Haha, Although nvr give my number out but nevertheless xing li hai shi hui you yi dian dian shuang. :D

To manxuan(doubt you'll see it): Please dump your bastard-so-called-boyf. I really think you should.

Now i know where i stand. Thanks uh.

Hello! I just rushed my hongkong dramaaaaaaaaaaa. Oh man the ending sucks la. I dont like! Why the nan zhu jiao nvr be together with the nv zhu jiao! Rahhhhhh. D: Aaaaaaaalright lessons was alright. After school i was pissed off. Haha, okay then went to kfc and shihui cannot stop laughing after we talked about popcorn chicken. She's nuts luh.

2O more mintues to Valentine's Day. D:
You made me think alot. Perhaps not? (huiting, i know how to spell alr okay!)