I still do. . .

but i guess it doesnt matter now, does it.

It will nvr happen, not even in my dreams.

Laughs.

To everyone out there:

Sucess is getting and achieving what you want, happiness is wanting and being content with what you get. Remeber that happiness is a way of travel not a destination. Happiness is a by product of an effort to make someone elso happy. Happiness adds and multiplies, as we divide it with others. Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced that we are loved. M happiness derives from knowing that the people i love are happy. So be happy. (:

My doctor is super friendly all of a sudden. Haha not bad not bad, i like friendly pple. (: He offered to give me a two day mc too, yayayay! My mouth taste of the strong medicine and i dont know what taste. Super weird and disgusting.

It's quite boring staying at home actually. Maybe tomo i'll use my time at home to study and revise since i'm not going to school. (: Miss nerd is on the move.

Ohyaaaa, i bought this top online. When i tried, it looks like a dress please. ): And my mom's so helpful to add that it looks like a apron on me. ): ): Booo.

Goodnight lovelies!

Hello huns, sick again. ):

Earth is dying, natures' having it's revenge on us. Floods, earthquake, droughts. What if the world really ends at 2012? Are you prepared to just die at the age of twenty?

When we look back in our lifes, what have we really done right, what have we done to contribute to the world or even the pple around us, what have we achieved. You might answer; Hey we're only in this world for twenty years what do you expect. Excuses.

Sometimes we take things for granted. Family, friends, things around our lifes. Pple out there in the world do not have a chance to be educated but us sitting in our comfortable chair right now thinking mygod studying is such a torture. We take our love ones for granted, we expect them to be there for us forever like they owed us their life. We complaint about the pathetic amt of pocket money we get, the weather being bad, our room being not big enough, the food being not tasty, parents not giving us enough space but there are worse pple in the world worrying about their next meal, fighting to survive, unsure of their life tomo.

It's time we think about our lifes. If you havent been treating your old folks at home right, start now. If you havent been trying your best in studies or work, start now. If you havent been following your dreams, start now. Nth is ever too late, it is the matter of only whether are you willing to do so.

Whether or not the world ends at 2012, live your life loud.

Hello chickens, cows, birdies, bunnies, rats, crows, worms, cats, horse and whatever. (: I'm back!

School's a bitch, schooling hours are so so so long please. But i guess it's alright since the Os are approaching. So, i tell myself this everyday: "i'm a nerd, studying is fun. :D"

I wanna go out tomoooooooooooooo. ): Damm, everyone's like going out except for the pple in our school and i see pple complaining that their holidays are boring and they have nowhere to go. Mygod, *SCREAMS* Secondary four equals to no life. I wish Olevel's tomo (HAHA!)


Asshole.

Alright, I need sleep like seriously, reached home at 9plus ystd. Once again my mom thinks i'm out with a guy. -.- Pleaseeeeeeeee she thinks too highly of her daughter, i'm not some pretty slut in school. BOO!

I'm going off for dinner, bye lovelies!

This shows how sick our school is, no wait, our principal is the sick one. Click for bigger view peepers. (picture with credits to puyuan's blog.)

Today's the first day of the holiday programme crap, hcl was okay la. (: time passed really fast. Tiring day tomo though. Okay whatever, i wanna buy clothes but nth caught my eye in the online blogshop. ): ): Damm.

Tomo's dearest wanni's birthdayyyyyyyyyyy! Yayayay. <3

I'm not going to.

Hello everyone! The weather's pretty warm nowadays. Rmb to drink more water!

Haha, that was a really stupid comment. Blah whatever.

Stucked at home for the whole of today, couldnt make it for wanni's celebration. So sorry wanni! ): ):

Got back the report book ystd, as usual results are on the border line. sighs, jiayou ziyu! Yes yes i'm gonna work harder. Ohya, when siyuan was getting back his report book ystd, poshun was like lining up to get his book alr. Like wth? Cant he just glue his butt to his smelly chair and wait for msting to call for his name? Asshole, and guess what, he's face and body was like practically sticking on to siyuan and listening to what msting was saying to siyuan. Zzz, cannot stand him.

That's all for today, it's 4.O6am now, goodnight peepers! (:

.. You'll be fine. (:

Ziyu just learn to shut up. You're so useless, cant even get a simple thing right. Just do what you do best, shut up.

I'm sorry.

Give me a cash printing machine, give me a rich husband, let my parents strike the million dollar toto, let my neighbour's money in the hse fly into my hse, let my dad get a promotion, let me pick up a fifty bucks on the floor. God, i need money. ): ): jidannnnnnnnnnnn.

I need:

1. A bag to bring to school.
2. A bag for going out.
3. A wallet.
4. More clothes.
5. More money to pay back what i owe.
6. More money to pay for presents.

Okay these are the more impt ones, the rest are not listed cos those are not impt. DAMM! I think i wait until i finish Olevel also haven save enough money to get them la! ): JIDAN JIDAN!

*pulls hair and runs out*

Goodmorning everyone! (: (: Went out ystd, not going to say much becos it's for me to know and for you to guess. But, i'll give you one word for ystd,

GREAT!

Hahahahaha and and and and lying is super tiring and taxing, so lovelies please dont lie. (:

NEHNEH! TOMO GET BACK PAPERS AND TAKE CLASS PHOTO!

I'M GONNA GO ON A DIET AND EXERCISE MADNESS I TELL YOU! THIS TIME FOR REAL REAL REAL. SAY HELLO TO MS HOT AND BYEBYE TO OLD FAT BITCH! YEAH BABY YEAH!
That's all, too fat no mood blog. Goodnight! Hehe.

Rmb to catch it lovelies, :D Made me laugh though. Went town with valerie ystd, dinner-ed, ice cream-ed, walked and watched. Yup, that's alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Pretty short day, that's not enough! I wanna go out again again again! Yayayay. So suckers out there, quick let's go out. :D :D I wanna watch ironman now, since everyone, i stress EVERYONE said that it was really worth it.

Tomo's olevel spa, ohmygod goodluck everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Ohya, to all the moms in the world: Happy mom's day!

Spot the three sweetpies! :D

Okay hello everyone, wasted my day today at home. Dang, ask me out anyone! D: Realised i'm pretty much someone with no life. That's so saddening la, oh-what-ever. Midy was screwed. But nvm, it's over! I ran today! Damm tiring, Ziyu you're growing fat man. Exercising is fun! Yes yes yes, i'm going to exercise and get those fats moving. Just wait and see! :D My blog is boring like nuts, prolly closing it down soon.

Alright that's all huuuuuuneys, Good day!

"I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one,
you see i'm not gonna write you a love song, 'cause you tell me it's make or break in this" - Sara Bareilles "Love song"

Exams are one and half day away, and i'm still idling, trying to find excuses to run away.
Disappoint with myself. Sighs, havent been feeling really good these days. Doesnt matter, Goodluck for the coming exams.

To you (though i know you wont visit), i dont understand what's happening bt it's just not your fault. It did not start when you were born, like what i said sometimes things are just outta of our control.

To the other you, it doesnt matter if you dont have anyone to talk to or text. It will happen when it does. And dont dislike him, becos i'm alright.

To the last one, i still cant decide.

If you asked what do i want to be, i wont have an answer.
Because, I dont have a dream. . .
What's yours?

Once again, everything went all bad and ): between us. Sighs.
What do you do when you feel really rotten inside you. Can you teach me.


I'm just a kid to you. You nvr know how much it hurts.

你幸福吗？
Are you happy?

Today's really not the best day i've ever had. Ohwell, thank you jianan, siyuan,yisen and aslam. (:
Which brand of bikes are the funniest?
Yamahahahahahaha! :D

Good day ahead doodlers!

"Hello there, this is my boyf."

That bloody bastard. Shit him, ): You are the one showing me all your nonsense. Ha ha ha, realised it yet? Bet you havent, cos you're so busy with your stuff. Why not just forgot i exist as well? I alr so good tempered nowadays, WHAT YOU WANT LA. Fuck you. Nvrmind, I go listen to my music alr. Shit you, bang bang bang!
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Class today was okay. (: Pohusn "erected" during chem spa again. Bryan and lionel keep staring la. Sickos! Hahaha, and and beloved huiting bought me ferrero roches. So sweet of her. (: Plus, you know what, the expiry date is ON MY BIRTHDAY! Hahahaha damm cool. :D

"I should be contented with what i have now." Tell yourself this, and your day will be so much better. Trust me, :D

It's the third time i'm posting today. I feel like an idiot, oh well. (:

Just came back from the outside world. Had fun today at clarke quay with my all time boyf, my sister (: Ate kyomomoyama, really nicer atmosphere over there. Then tracked to kinokuniya, Loads of cute little japanese kids there. Really young ones around four to five years old. Wanted to take a photo with this little boy but didnt becos somehow the dad looks kindof fierce. Ltr went to asabo sabu (cant really rmb what's the name) to have deserts. :D But i'm suppose to be on a diet, ohmygd i broke my promise to shihui. Hahahahaha.

Ohya, before i forget sth i've got to mention. There's this group of pple just now at kino, ohmygd they dressed up like those cosplay characters and walked around in the shop. Like hello? Are you out of your mind? It's Singapore you're in, not Japan. Pple will think you're somesort of nutcase here. Oh please.

Okay enough of the oh-so-boring-ziyu's-everyday-life-post. (:
Goodnight lovely birdlings.

Haha! expecting sth? No emo stuff for you to peep at this time round. :D You got "pawn with a T"!

Now and then, The loveaholics. :D

Okay hello guys. It's going to be a busy weeeeeeeeeekend with all the maths hmw and chem test in monday. D: Ohmygd pray that i wont fail again. I wished i was always that busy, then i wont have the time to think about it.

Viewed a number of blogshop these few days, well actually three only. Hahaha but their dresses are really pretty. But bang! I dont have the money to buy them. This is so irritating, no money = no dress no bag no food. ): Nvmind, I'm on a diet anw. ohmygd feel so bloody fat nowadays la so i rannnnnnn ystd :D And bloody 2.4km is on monday, i'm gonna run my ass off i tell you. :D

You tore it apart, you're the one. Sorry doesnt help.