Taking off

I've decided to stop. It's time.







Because, i'm more precious than .. you

BIG SMILES EVERYONE!

So much going on. I couldn't face it till now, that's prolly the reason why i haven't been online. I've been alone much of the time now, watched hell loads of documentaries. 911, london bombing, poor kids in china, animals dying because of humans. I'm not dying. I'm not terribly ill. I'm not starving. But i still feel so suck every single morning i wake up. What's wrong?

The sun can survive w/o humans, but humans can't.

They can survive w/o you , but you can't.

It didnt seem to bother them. Idk, i really dont.

Have you ever had the feeling you wish you were someone else and not you?

Perhaps it's meant to be?

Happen to hop into someone's blog and found this kinda applicable meaningful.

"Don’t waste your time worrying about boys. Boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you. Chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. You affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours. Waste your time with friends. Live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it’s something you’ll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, cause your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything."

I can take anything. I can take everything.

We are only human

Seriously. Not that i dont care much, but i'm tired too. Love you <3

Not showing it out, doesnt mean i'm not.

Gone?

A little lag but,

R.I.P King of pop, Mj

You're just like a rainbow, gone too soon.

It's kinda unfair, why dont the people up there, ie god, let him finish his last concert before taking him away. Those pple out there grabbing his album after he died are not really his fans, so stop being a fake mj fan.

And hope emmanuel's fine now in hospital :( :( :( :( :( :(

Sighs, Get well soon okay!

Ltr got gp paper, diexzxzxzxzxzxzxxxzxzxz.

I need all the luck i can get.

When that crazy woman run towards you.

My hair keeps falling, my back ache for no reason. My common test are bound to fail.
I need more time. Stress.




DIE _l_

So i'm sailing through the sea

Me likey her hair.

I need to save money, to get myself a camera and slim down.
I gained weight, this is the worst thing second to failing test/exams. :{

Now i feel like sun dress for myself. :D
Urge.

Gotta get some work done tonight.
I HATE HMW! & shihui, i blogged. :}

Costly dinner

Went out ystd, had dinner w ys and ys mom at sbw beach. Kinda weird and expensive. :S

Haven been doing my work.

This IS bad. :{

Wheeee! I (L) Kat-tun. :D

Happy belated mom's day.

I love you mom.

Didnt go school this morning, ulcers are hurting real bad. Went to the doctor's, ulcer was like a five cent coin huge and here and there swollen. Zz, my face is fat to start w, and now one side is swollen. Fkidoodles. >(

I have so many pills to eat, 14 per day. This is retarded.

Maybe i shouldnt go school tomo.

Ulcers, and lousy mood.

I kinda hate school. That's all.

Busy busy busy. I'm gonna burst, like now.

I IS TIRED. >(

but i'll still blog since smelly lesbian qianyun-er asked me to. Haha!

Okay actuaaaaally last week was kinda slack. Becos Wednesday we had some aesthetics thing and Thursday we had resilience training at some camp site at sembawang. :D My aesthetics dance instructor's from the states, he's damn experienced and nice! Then Thursday we had high and low elements, like oh-my-jiggly-god. High elements was damn scary, swear. And for one of the low elements we were suppose to climb over a wall and only pple can push or pull us up. The guy from idk what class who pulled me up was amazingly strong. :O so unexpected, and the best part: he looks like jingkai!

Went back to zh on Monday w ohys to collect the Sgc. Saw vannypoo and beloved chicken lil. This week was the same. :D Pe, Cca, Cca, Pe. Kay, Cca was fun cos we trained for bossaball and tchoukball. BUT, I keep getting hit by the stupid ball can! Face, head, ankle, back. I'm aching aah-very-where. Stayed back to complete the family day banners and board after school. :D I actually stayed okay, cant believe it. I 'm a helpful and good girl yoxzxzxzx. :}

And ruby! Me and qiany wanted to send you the photo of kenneth la! You scared until like that.

Peektures taken during cycling/class outing:

That's all selfish earthers.
:}

Throw it away, and forget ystd. We'll make the great escape.

Unhappy?
Then dont visit, i'm mentally unsound my dear. :}

16/03/09:

Outing w reggie, qian yun, ting, val, pei qi, adeline, han si, kenneth, vincent &weijie. Went downtown, movied, slacked, cycled. :D Peektures another day k!

17/03/09:

Sportsclub training.

Two words: Mygodddddddd.

THIS POST IS FULL OF BORED-NESS. ZIYU IS BORED LIKE PEANUTS. AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO RIDE A BLOODY BIKE. BEAT THAT, ASSES.

QUIZZIES TIME.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
Which Twilight chick are you? Your Result: Bella Swan You are a loving, but stubborn girl. You would give everything up for your soul mate, and are willing to die to protect him and your relatives. You try to be very brave for your family, and are afraid to hurt others feelings.
Renesmee Cullen
Leah Clearwater
Alice Cullen
Rosalie Cullen

HAHA, I'M BELLA. BEAT THAT!

LIFE SUCKS.
BYEBYE. ZZ.

27/08 & 27/09!

J1&2 buddy class :}

Fourth week in Ajc alr, one word, tired.

Lectures & tutorials were boring and fast, got to listen to what they say if not you'll be like a dizzy cow sitting among 400 pple. Tired ahhhhhhhhhhh. Ystd had sports club, ran, jumped, pushup-ed. And today's Pe was a killer, ran 2.4 on the first Pe lesson. I swear i was going to give up if not for the girls. The school is sick i tell you >(

In this month:
I learn to love my weekends alot
I made new friends :D :D
I found my old lost primary school friends
I laughed alot w regina joanne adeline smelly shuling and all of my girls in class :D
I was nagged at by my formt for not bringing my tie
I was scolded by the principal for wearing hot pink shoes
I was scolded by some maths lecturer for standing up and making my way to the toilet
I kept screaming when i found bees and bugs in school, or rather they found me >(
I saw someone who looked like panzhengyan :}
And, i freakin' lost THREE KG OKAY! :D no longer 48 baby! HAHA.

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"Fk you lowlifes", yes i still hate the both of them. Fugly bitches. Rot in poly, losers.

Officially, an Andersonjc girl. :}

Screw facebook! Urgh Ima pissed off now.
Anw, lost track of what i did so i'll just blog about selected stuff. :}

24/01/09: Missed out chompchomp w my bitches cos i was sick, laosai god came to visit me. ):

26/01/09: Chinese new year behbay! Photos w my stupid lazy wormy cousin. So yeah only have a few photos. Chinese ny was boring!

28/01/09: Bainian at ys's hse w mostly 4E7 pple, kfc-ed and movie-d. :}

29/01/09: Ate billy bombers and ltr caught love matters and bride wars. There was this cute lil juke box on our table. And love matters sucks. Me no likey at all. Conclusion: Local production sucks.

30/01/09: Missed out outing w my bitches. Again. Sianxzxzxzxzx, i got pissed off somehow. Haaaaaa. Ima a slut. Well anw, ltr on in the night went to the museum w my sister. It was awesome okay, i know most pple will say ima crazy. You all no mo shui okay! Haha, Laii ziiyu ish a knowledgeable gurllie yohxzxz.

31/01/09: Slacked and packed. Dinner at amk w ys.

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School starts tomo, and suddenly everyone's blog is so emotional. It's kinda weird.

Ima alil afraid to move on. Ajc?

Why. I need to talk to someone.

Lazy to blog, but sec one camp was alright. My class won the first prize! WE PAWN EVERYONE. :} Yay 1E5. Now the school hall has two huge fans. It's windyyyyyy and it's called BIG ASS FANS, me likey. :}

AND YOU, stop being so like me. Hair, typing, things we do and all.
Like ohx-myyie-gudd dhish ish sohxzxz disg-uustingg nehhxzz, get a life princess.

I wanna get back, like we used to.

Happy christmas,

Eve: Brekkie, work, stuck outside taka for 45mins, assholes fought right behind me, fker touched my ass, stuck at station, home.
The day: Work, stuck agn, home.

Wont say much cos it's just too fked up.
Geez, blog another time.

Label: sick.

I'm sick now. One minute cold, the other warm. D: And the worse thing is, i have work tomo till 10pm and on christmas. God i'm turning into a no life freak. I bought dresses for christmas for nth. Kaoxzxzxzxzxz.

I hate those kids in the store. Bunch of suckers.
I DREAD WORK _l_

Ohay, i'm kinda losing track of time. So let's start with,

18/12/08:
When to meet up with ohys, and i got scratched by that evil cat of his. Urgh. Then headed down to weichong's hse w huiting to 4E2 '08's beebeequeue. And apparently no one wants to take photo >( it was so dark there and my sucky 5mp camera phone, the only photo was zz.

19-21/12/08:

Work work work, sian and i caught twilight too. It was alright, soso i would say. Vampires are coolxzxzxzxzxzxzx. (: i've been secretly reading twilight when working. Hehehe. (:

22/12/08:

Went arab street and haji lane to shopshop, and since i have got my stupid pay i couldnt get most of the stuff. Urgh, i need everything. And $$$ :(

Watched ip man aft that. Ohmygoddddddd it was AWESOME! Action packed and all, cool, much better as compared to twilight. :D

23/12/08:

Went shopping w mom and aunts and hell load of cousins. Spent like 300$ *faints* And my cousin cried cos she was guilty of spending her parents' moolah, but it's like 150$ only? Tsktsk, so easy cry.

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Headphones: US or Japanese brand? :(

I'm so tired! Ystd was zoo, and today was first day of work! My ulcer hurts like hell. Urgh.

11/12/08:

Woke up early, trained down to town and start work (not really, more of an orientation) at 9.30 till 6. Half the time we waiting in the office to get our keys and uniform. Dreadful i tell you. And i'm the youngest among all the newbies. I swear everyone look so much younger than their actual age.

10/12/08:
zoo, Zooo, ZOOOOOO! Haha, met up w ohys and bussed down to the zoo around ten. Waited for like two hours for the interview. Sorry ohys! (Hehehe) My fav. animal there was the otter! STU-PER CUTE~ but no peektures cos they keep moving around. Okay i lazy say alr, let the peeeeeeeeeektures do the talking.

(Fragile forest is so scary w all the buterflies! =/)

(This crocodile was huge and super loooooooong! Swear.)

( *gasp* H-u-g-e brain space)

(Moto moto! Hahahaaaa)

(Why all back face me! Haha.)

(Look at those muscle on the kangarooooooo~ whoohoo :D)

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Qn:

Will you be happy when you're about to get eaten?

Well, he is

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(Look at that tio forced face, HAHA!)

Lazy upload allllllll, end here. :D Muahahaha.