I look like shit. My studies are like shit. My hair is a shit mess. My room looks like a shitty sewage pipe (Haha not that bad la!). My cupboard is in a shit mess, like earthquake inside.

I'm gonna get my life back,

BACK ON THE TRACK GIRL! :D

Let's start with my studies. Had peer tutoring after school. I think amaths is so fun all of a sudden. Oh yeah, today was height and weight day. Phewwwwwwwww! Gained like a tiny thiny bit (less than 1kg okay!) and still 163.

Quote for today: Fat is nice, and i am fat. FACE IT SUCKERS. :D

Cheers, xoxo.

Shut it bitch, enough of your fake smiles.

What-ever, just let it be. Sha-la-la-la~

The weather is so killing me. My new best friend: Air-con! Suppose to go out for dinner with my aunt on thursday at some rich ass restaurant, damn cancelled. Now, my dad dont want to bring us out for dinner on a sunday. BOO!

My ear no longer hurt yo! Random shit,

Off to have tea/desserts with my lovelies and come back after that to lick my books(HAHA!),

byebye cows!

The use to be.

The weather lately is so warm, makes me irritated so easily. So, i'm sorry to those who i attituded and stuff like that. Dont take it to heart yeah (:

Okay, so now i'm stuck with doing this weird thing becos of my dear fengrong. (booooooo!)

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* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
*Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be
I dont know, i guess i'll cry until no day no night and i cant tell wonder i'm in singapore or greenland. :D

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be
Only one dream? That's difficult. I guess it'll be for eveything to be fine in everyone's life.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
I doesnt matter, as long as the other party is one i love and loves me more than anything. That's my dream wedding. :D

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes, i am. I'm uncertain.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
Like him, just that he has to love me more than he does. . . . . =/

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone, yeah.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Everyone's different. As long as he loves me, i'll wait no matter how long.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Like that lor, just be a friend i guess. (though i think i wont be able to. HAHA!)

9) Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
Not unhappy, but upset. Cried for such stuff for the first time. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nvm.

10) Is being tagged fun?
Er, i dont think so. I think it's quite retarded.

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I see myself having a great job, a car, happy family and a fabulous boyf. Working towards that. :D

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, yup that's all.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I think he is an idiot! Hahaha no la, he's my nice four year friend! :D

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor! Nth is impossible with the love ones with you. Who knows, you might be rich very soon.

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
I check my phone for your text, though it's nvr there. ;

16) Would you give it all in a relationship?
Definately, i'll try my best to. And of cos hoping to recieve it all from the other one, be it lover family or friends.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
It wont happen.

18) What type of friends do you like?
Hmmmmm, someone like him.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
Sluts, bitches, whores, bastards. :D
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Done, i shant tag anyone. :D

Our conversation is reduced to a "Hi" and "Bb". Yucks, it sucks.

"I had the noodle dream dad."

(HAPPY MEAL TOY!)

I need money, D: I feel so poor.

Seems like i need everything but it's more of a want than need. ):

Class today was so tiring, especially physics. Damn ms ting is really quite boring i have to admit. ): And mr lee is sick for two day alr. I think it's really scary when old pple fall ill, i mean it's like surely it's super xinku and they take super long to recover from it. Gosh, get well soon man mr lee! :D

I'm feeling so traumatized after hearing what they said during lunch. I mean why? WHY? HIM and HER? HE and SHE? They THAT and THIS? O H M YG O D, what is happening la. I'm confused and lost and grossed out and disgusted. $!#&(%&$&

And i'm not gonna ever take bus70 anyanyanymore. It's just too depressing throughout the journey, my brain turned into peanutbutterjam when i heard you came to school ystd.

Goodluck for the peeps taking olevel chinese oral tomo!

THIS IS MY 100TH POST.

Alright i'm gonna blog as long as i can. :D (Haha.)

Hm, school started two days ago. Lessons were still okay, loads of double periods. ): And i'm talking lesser and lesser in class and i've been going home straight after school for the past few days. That sucks, yeah but whatever.

Yes yes my new fringe is . . B L A H. ): But like what valerie said, there's alot of pple who cut banks/bangs after the holidays as well. T S K all copycat huh. Haha. But since it's my 100th post, shall let you peeps who hasnt seen me in ages see my fringe. TADA! (Pay attention to the fringe, not my fat face please.)

It's buried inside for so long. I must say this out i must say this out i must say this out,
I M I S S Y O U A L O T ):
Yes i really do. I dont wanna be your friend.
I dont like the way things are.
I never think about you, but you're always on my mind.
You cant expect me to just forget that this all didnt happen.

Sometimes I just dont want to go anywhere but shut myself in the room blast the music and all the fuckshit. I know Olevels is approaching and i shouldnt be doing/feeling this way, but i cant help it but think. You all might think i'm being such a kid and stuff like that but i dont give a damn to what you guys think of me cause apparently you guys dont understand.

Hahahahahah im silly, yeah i am.

There's school tomo, i just love it. D:

Xoxo, goodnight.

My new hair is funny shit i tell you,
Hahahaha so NOONE is suppose to laugh at it on monday! >:( Grow hair grow hair grow grow grow!

Yeah so went to school ystd morning, nth much came home straight becos of somebody. T-S-K nvm i shall not say. I only managed to finish physic workbook ystd? Mygodddddddd, i think if i finish half of my holiday homework i'll be so happy. Damn i'm such a bitch to squeeze everything in two days. Now i feel like going out since it's a saturday buttttttt i've got homework. ): Bitch

This picture very cute right! Remind me of myself. Lololol "no i'm just fat." :D Alright random.

I'm off now, xoxo love you guys.

Aww had been very long since i last blogged. Loads of things happened last week. Bad week for most of us.

Yeah okay went to the It fair on saturday, i got my headphones. Yeah i swear it's worth the hundred bucks i spent on it. Cant really rmb what happened after that, only rmbed that i was stuck in the walkway in suntec for like five mintues till the whole chunk of mad pple started squeezing their way through. It was like day light clubbing. Hahaha.

Went to suntec on sunday after tuition again, (god i must be mad) once again i was stuck in the walkway and this time it was longer. My sister was really really pissed till she didnt have the mood to get the fossil wallet for her friend.

Monday was alright, cause finally it's bbq day! It has been 394746382272826367483 years since i met up with my babes and the guys. Felt really really good hanging out with them and doing stupid stuff like we used to. Helps me get him off my mind for a moment. Pictures,

Look how un-white yuting is! (:

The other love bird, (: sweet.

My lovelies! w/o wanni.

Black.

The hardworking bbq monster, the unhappy, the slacker with fan. (:

Happy ending.

"Hey someone switched off the lights?"

Went to Mr kelvin tan's wake ystd. It was really sad to have someone we know leave us, got to know about the bad news on sunday. Saw the last paragraph in robin's blog about him which he took from another blog. I mean although we wasnt close to him, he was still once our teacher, our mentor. Life is fragile and unpredictable isn't it? Learn to treasure and cherish the pple around you. God bless Mr kelvin tan, rest in peace.

"Until the feelings fade."

I'll make it without you. Wont i? =/

I still do. . .

but i guess it doesnt matter now, does it.

It will nvr happen, not even in my dreams.

Laughs.

To everyone out there:

Sucess is getting and achieving what you want, happiness is wanting and being content with what you get. Remeber that happiness is a way of travel not a destination. Happiness is a by product of an effort to make someone elso happy. Happiness adds and multiplies, as we divide it with others. Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced that we are loved. M happiness derives from knowing that the people i love are happy. So be happy. (:

My doctor is super friendly all of a sudden. Haha not bad not bad, i like friendly pple. (: He offered to give me a two day mc too, yayayay! My mouth taste of the strong medicine and i dont know what taste. Super weird and disgusting.

It's quite boring staying at home actually. Maybe tomo i'll use my time at home to study and revise since i'm not going to school. (: Miss nerd is on the move.

Ohyaaaa, i bought this top online. When i tried, it looks like a dress please. ): And my mom's so helpful to add that it looks like a apron on me. ): ): Booo.

Goodnight lovelies!

Hello huns, sick again. ):

Earth is dying, natures' having it's revenge on us. Floods, earthquake, droughts. What if the world really ends at 2012? Are you prepared to just die at the age of twenty?

When we look back in our lifes, what have we really done right, what have we done to contribute to the world or even the pple around us, what have we achieved. You might answer; Hey we're only in this world for twenty years what do you expect. Excuses.

Sometimes we take things for granted. Family, friends, things around our lifes. Pple out there in the world do not have a chance to be educated but us sitting in our comfortable chair right now thinking mygod studying is such a torture. We take our love ones for granted, we expect them to be there for us forever like they owed us their life. We complaint about the pathetic amt of pocket money we get, the weather being bad, our room being not big enough, the food being not tasty, parents not giving us enough space but there are worse pple in the world worrying about their next meal, fighting to survive, unsure of their life tomo.

It's time we think about our lifes. If you havent been treating your old folks at home right, start now. If you havent been trying your best in studies or work, start now. If you havent been following your dreams, start now. Nth is ever too late, it is the matter of only whether are you willing to do so.

Whether or not the world ends at 2012, live your life loud.