How do you define sucess?

Only sixty plus days left, now i feel the stress after talking to siyuan this afternoon. My revision is hardly working and heard that gary had alr finished his. Zz, thought about grades and stuff on my way home. Everything in future looks so scary. What if i get 20pts or even worse. Damn it.

Cos i know i dont have much self-discipline. I dont wanna end up in some poly with dyed hair and messed up life and studies. I'm not saying that poly is really that bad, but it's just not what i want.

Screw it all. I'm such a shit head. =/